Doctors are MORONS!!!!

I just got off the phone with my mom who is at MD Anderson right now with my dad. We just got the results...

Once again... the treatment didnt work... all the tumors grew!!! I hate my life right now!!!

At the moment he is sleeping... and taking chemo through an IV. They put him on a DIFFERENT kind of chemo... Avasten and something else thats suppose to attack the blood supply to the tumors. I swear the doctors are morons!!! Why the HELL didnt they just give him that to start with?!?! Why are they putting him through more pain?! UGH!!!

I just knew that this time would be different... boy was I proved wrong. I have prayed so much that I don't think I know how to pray anymore. Its so frusterating to be so helpless in a situation like this. I love my daddy more than life itself... and I am so very proud of him. He is such a fighter. He told the doctors to give him all they had, he doesn't care what it takes.

I just wish that I had all the answers to my repetitive questions... I know that will never happen though. I understand that God has a reason for everything... and His plan is flawless... and there will be good that comes of mine and my family's suffering...

...but what good can come of watching my father suffer?...

I am scared to my core...

Please keep my family and my daddy in your prayers still. I will write more later when I'm not so emotional... I love you all very much and am very blessed to have you all in my life!

Keep reading... and God Bless...