At this very moment my daddy is laying in my bed taking a nap... right behind me! haha He likes my bed the most... says its the most comfortable! :)
It seems like he gets worse everyday... I feel so helpless. I'm just sitting here watching him suffer. Its not fair and I dont understand it but I help out as much as I can! He trys to keep his spirits high, but with NO good news, its hard.
He goes to chemo again on friday and then more testing on the 4th. We find out the results from that on the 5th... Keeping our fingers crossed again! We are praying for a miracle... because if this didnt work... we dont know what else there is.
Well anyways... thats the latest... I'll write more later! Keep reading... and please keep praying. God Bless!
Monday, October 26, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Doctors are MORONS!!!!
I just got off the phone with my mom who is at MD Anderson right now with my dad. We just got the results...
Once again... the treatment didnt work... all the tumors grew!!! I hate my life right now!!!
At the moment he is sleeping... and taking chemo through an IV. They put him on a DIFFERENT kind of chemo... Avasten and something else thats suppose to attack the blood supply to the tumors. I swear the doctors are morons!!! Why the HELL didnt they just give him that to start with?!?! Why are they putting him through more pain?! UGH!!!
I just knew that this time would be different... boy was I proved wrong. I have prayed so much that I don't think I know how to pray anymore. Its so frusterating to be so helpless in a situation like this. I love my daddy more than life itself... and I am so very proud of him. He is such a fighter. He told the doctors to give him all they had, he doesn't care what it takes.
I just wish that I had all the answers to my repetitive questions... I know that will never happen though. I understand that God has a reason for everything... and His plan is flawless... and there will be good that comes of mine and my family's suffering...
...but what good can come of watching my father suffer?...
I am scared to my core...
Please keep my family and my daddy in your prayers still. I will write more later when I'm not so emotional... I love you all very much and am very blessed to have you all in my life!
Keep reading... and God Bless...
Once again... the treatment didnt work... all the tumors grew!!! I hate my life right now!!!
At the moment he is sleeping... and taking chemo through an IV. They put him on a DIFFERENT kind of chemo... Avasten and something else thats suppose to attack the blood supply to the tumors. I swear the doctors are morons!!! Why the HELL didnt they just give him that to start with?!?! Why are they putting him through more pain?! UGH!!!
I just knew that this time would be different... boy was I proved wrong. I have prayed so much that I don't think I know how to pray anymore. Its so frusterating to be so helpless in a situation like this. I love my daddy more than life itself... and I am so very proud of him. He is such a fighter. He told the doctors to give him all they had, he doesn't care what it takes.
I just wish that I had all the answers to my repetitive questions... I know that will never happen though. I understand that God has a reason for everything... and His plan is flawless... and there will be good that comes of mine and my family's suffering...
...but what good can come of watching my father suffer?...
I am scared to my core...
Please keep my family and my daddy in your prayers still. I will write more later when I'm not so emotional... I love you all very much and am very blessed to have you all in my life!
Keep reading... and God Bless...
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